Sparrows are nothing like the
majestic soaring bald eagles which often brings cries of excitement from those
who happen to see one overhead. Sparrows aren’t the main attraction in the
latest bird calendars or the aviary section in the zoo. They have no unique
features to set them apart like the diligence of an Emperor penguin or the
dance of colorful birds-of-paradise.
In fact, no matter where
you go around the world, sparrows can be seen on six out of seven continents in
varieties such as the Dead Sea sparrow of Turkey, the Kordofan sparrow of Chad,
the Saxaul sparrow of central Asia, the Great Sparrow of Kenya, the
Plain-backed sparrow of Burma, and the Russet sparrow of Japan, to name only a
few. Even here in the USA, house sparrows are easily recognized as they hop through
busy parking lots and scavenge for crumbs under backyard feeders.
In Bible times, sparrows
were nothing, the least of the least. One sparrow by itself was basically worthless,
and even then, it took two to be worth a single copper penny. For two pennies, you
could buy-four-get-one-free. Sparrows were nothing more than a food delicacy to
be killed, roasted, and consumed. They were the nobodies among the 500 million
migratory birds which passed through the Fertile Crescent region of the Middle
East, the most common of birds among such beauties as the black stork and the little
green bee-eater.
Insignificant. Worthless
except in being used for the physical needs of the strong(er). Plain and
invisible. If one disappeared – even died – would it matter? Would anyone
notice or care? Do they play a part in the bigger scheme of life besides a
consumable entity?
I look at the sparrows and
immediately feel a connection. As a child, I was surrounded by the love of my family
and church on the outside. But that love could not erase deep feelings of
worthlessness and insignificance on the inside which grew in ever-widening
concentric waves. Even after God mercifully saved me, those feelings constantly
fought for a handhold.
I don’t remember when I first
started to notice the sparrows. As a young girl, I was fascinated by their
freedom as they soared in a blue sky away from the cares of the world below –
and I longed for what they had. My bedroom faced the backyard where Mom kept a
birdfeeder all winter long. Blue-jays, scarlet cardinals, and bandit-faced
cedar waxwings squabbled over piles of pinecones smeared with peanut butter, berry bushes laden with snow,
and the overflowing birdfeeder hanging nearby. But it was the sparrows in the
shadows that always drew my attention. Somehow they survived the winter as
though something – or Someone – was looking out for them.
The older I got, the more changes in life triggered deep anxiety and fear. New locations, new relationships, the
whole idea of turning over a new leaf presented a confident façade. But old
insecurities inevitably resurfaced and failure shoved me back into the shadows yet
again.
Often in my lowest moments
no matter where I moved or what chapter of life I found myself in, the sparrows
were always there, pulling me to look for meaning in the bigger message of
their existence found in the pages of Scripture. They were not content to let
me wallow in the mire of insignificance.
Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they? Matthew 6:26 (NASB)
Are not two sparrows sold for a cent? And yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your Father. But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows. Matthew 10:29-31 (NASB)
Notice the transition in
these verses from “Creator” to “heavenly Father”. The sparrows testify of the
astounding care of God for all His creation – including a general care for human
beings. But God has provided more than our daily needs. He has also provided
salvation from sins and adoption as His beloved children through Jesus Christ!
How can this be? Why would
God choose to care for me? Doesn’t He see what I am? Doesn’t He see that I’m
nothing? Love explodes with meaning when we realize this has never stopped God
from caring for the sparrows.
1 Corinthians 1:26-31 (NASB), For consider your calling, brethren, that there were not many wise according to the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble; but God has chosen the foolish things of the world to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to shame the things which are strong, and the base things of the world and the despised God has chosen, the things that are not, so that He may nullify the things that are, so that no man may boast before God.But by His doing you are in Christ Jesus, who became to us wisdom from God, and righteousness and sanctification, and redemption, so that, just as it is written, “Let him who boasts, boast in the Lord.”
I love the wording of
these verses. The foolish, the weak, the “bottom of the barrel”, the despised,
the nothings – we know what it’s like to be rejected. We know what it’s like to
be filled with shame and pull back into the shadows. But what power in God’s
love that chooses me just as I am – and graciously transforms me into His
beloved child!
1 John 4:19 (NASB) declares, We love, because He first loved us.
Just as sparrows are commonly
in every corner of the world, so too are the weak and ordinary, the fearful and
nobodies. The hope of the Gospel answers our universal need, and it is for anyone from every tongue, tribe, and nation (Rev. 5:9-10) who desires to be set
free from their worthlessness and shame. And because of Jesus Christ, those children
of God are valuable. They become wise. Righteous. A work in progress.
Redeemed. Beautiful.
Look at yourself through
the eyes of the truth. If you have been changed by the power of the Holy Spirit
and your faith is in Jesus Christ, you are a child of God. No longer are we general
objects of mercy, but specific objects of grace. Because we are God’s child,
there is a special loving care shown toward us by our heavenly Father, even
more than His tender care of the lowly sparrow. “Do not fear,” He tells us. “You
are more valuable than many sparrows.” (Matthew 10:31, NASB)
Our value is based on our
relationship with Him – and in that value, we have no reason to fear. Jesus
Christ has done everything necessary for sinners to be adopted by God. He has
paid it all. Will He not also give us everything we need for this life? As Matthew 6:32-33 (NASB) says, For your heavenly Father knows that you need
all these things. But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all
these things will be added to you. When we realize our true value in the eyes of God, anxiety will
be replaced with child-like trust.
In the past, Civilla
Martin’s song “His Eye is On the Sparrow” has been very popular – not for its
tune, not for the beauty of sparrow imagery, but because anxiety and
discouragement and feelings of worthlessness are all emotions everyone can
relate to. Her words declare the cry of every heart, and then dramatically
remind us of God’s care as our heavenly Father. Linked to the version sung by the group Selah, this hymn is one of my favorites. I hope it blesses you too!
Words by Civilla D. MartinMusic by Charles H. GabrielWhy should I feel discouraged? Why should the shadows come?Why should my heart feel lonely and long for heaven and home,When Jesus is my portion? My constant Friend is He:His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.“Let not your heart be troubled,” His tender words I hear;And resting on His goodness, I lose my doubt and fear.Though by the path He leadeth but one step I may see:His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.Whenever I am tempted, whenever clouds arise,When songs give place to sighing, when hope within me dies,I draw the closer to Him; from care He sets me free:His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.Chorus: So I sing because I’m happy, I sing because I’m free;For His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.
Further Resources:
Read Matthew 6:19-34 and focus on the fatherly way God addresses the
anxiety behind each of our greatest human needs – possessions (verses 19-24),
food and clothing (verses 25-26, 28-31), length of life (verses 27), and the
future (verses 32-34). Meditate on Ephesians
1 and 2 which declares the beauty of our value through Jesus Christ.
Borgman, Brian, Feelings and Faith: Cultivating Godly
Emotions in the Christian Life, Crossway Books, 2009.
Bridges, Jerry, Who Am I? Identity in Christ, Cruciform
Press, 2012.
Fitzpatrick, Elyse, Because He Loves Me: How Christ Transforms
Our Daily Life, Crossway, 2008.
Horton, Michael, Ordinary: Sustainable Faith in a Radical,
Restless World, Zondervan, 2014.
Welch, Edward, Running Scared: Fear, Worry, and the God of
Rest, New Growth Press, 2007.
Welch, Edward, Shame Interrupted: How God Lifts the Pain of
Worthlessness and Rejection, New Growth Press, 2012.
Public Domain sparrow photo credits:
Sparrow on a Log – Kevin Phillips
House Sparrow on the Fence
– George Hodan
House Sparrow – Lynn Greyling
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